Random February dump

Hello. I'm in a rush, and this post is probably gonna turn out worse than expected (I refuse to proofread it, I'm too tired) but I'm writing now that I have a some free time left before I start working again ToT after the 12th I don't know how and when new posts will come out and I'd rather not neglect this blog since I put a lot of effort into keeping it active. I apologize in advance because pictures will mostly be vertical, sigh. This post wasn't planned. I need to get myself a digital camera!!

As I said in my last post, the 15th of February was my birthday. I'm 19 now, woooo (literally nothing changed  I don't know how I used to think that 19 was ''old'' that's crazy) but stupid stuff aside., let me show you the cutest birthday cake ever.

I LOOOOVED it, eating it felt like a crime. Look at that. Too cute sniff sniff... I did so many things in february I quite literally feel like I forgot all of them because as soon as I finished one thing I went onto the other one without even processing what I did first. I worked day and night for a contest to (hopefully) win a scholarship and I was so absorbed in it I didn't sleep for one week. Crazy how this blog started out to talk about Lolita fashion and ended up with me blasting useless infos about my life on the internet but my main goal is to have something to search for on archive.org in like 10 years and ask myself what the hell I was thinking when I wrote that, so bear with me.

Besides my birthday, I started tattooing again. My tattoo machine was on sale for two months without success so I took it as a sign to start again and honestly? I don't regret it. Tattooing has allowed me to explore art styles I've always loved but never actually developed because I didn't really know what to do with them, LOL. But I'm having lots of fun, I'm drawing a lot of cool designs but I hope to post them when they're finally on someone's skin, ehehe. This is a freehand tattoo I did on my mom who volunteered as my test subject. And by ''freehand'' I mean that the stencil didn't turn out the way it was supposed to and I just ran with it >.> probably not the best idea I think but it's cute!!

I think I already said this in my previous post but I did another tattoo on someone else. Currently have no pics of it but whatever. So far these are all the ones I did, I'm taking my time because I want to practice a lot, of course. This one was the first one I did on fake skin, I really like tbh.

Again, I apologize for taking pictures like this but this post wasn't planned ToT I really want to get a digital camera soon. And speaking of cameras, look at what I got! To be fair it's a gift from my dad, but I LOOOOVE IT!!! It's so cute sigh... I always wanted a flip phone but this one's even cuter. I mainly use it to listen to music but I love taking pictures on it. Of course quality isn't exactly the best but I gotta say that I expected a lot worse so I'm super happy LOL.

I've also been taking lots of video recently and I'm having lots of fun with it. I still need to figure out some settings but it's okay. It may sound silly, but I missed doing things just for fun LOL. 

I haven't been doing that great recently so I'm sorry if the quality of my content seems to be going down. I'm trying my best ( ╥ ᴗ ╥) but at least I'm still drawing. Even if I'm not posting anything, I'm trying to take a step back and start doing it for myself first and to be honest, I'm having fun. 

I have no idea what this is but I like it more than I should. I have nothing interesting to talk about tbh. I haven't been sleeping AT ALL and I've been doing the same stuff as always so nothing's new. Drawing, studying, reading etc.. and I'm not really going out that much  ToT during the little time I got to spend with my friends I took zero pictures. So yeah, this was pretty much everything for this post. I'll leave you with one of my fav songs and hopefully I'll have something more interesting to write about in the next one. I wanted to review some fragrances I tried in the past month but it's better to do it in a separate post, so that I can do it properly. u.u 

As always thank you for reading and keeping up with my silly stuff. I'm always super glad to see friends and mutuals interacting with my content. I can't believe this blog is 2 years old already! What about you, how are you guys doing? What's your favorite song lately? I want to listen to something new

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