Hi. Nobody asked for this post but here I am. I will not proofread this because I’m lazy, I just hopped on here to say that everything has been ABSOLUTE CHAOS lately. And that’s also why I disappeared and bla bla bla. Wanted to draw, post this, start that etc etc.. and for most part, I did almost everything I had to do, but I juts moved so you can guess the state I’m in. Love my new place but I still need to settle properly. And I’ll miss my old room, really. I don’t think I could intentionally replicate the layout of it if I tried. I’ll probably make a post on here very soon, I feel like it deserves its own space in my little internet archive LOL. But yeah, had a day off a couple of weeks ago and instead of dedicating it to packing stuff (which I still did, btw) I decided to go snowboarding with my dad!!! AND IT WAS SO MUCH FUN!!! Did I eat shit most of the time? Absolutely. But I can’t wait to be able to dedicate more time to it and actually practice, sigh… also, you can laugh at me because I decided to bring my (comically oversized btw) board “to avoid renting” and the straps failed me. So I had to rent anyways because no one could replace them. Here’s some cool pictures tho. I decided to celebrate my birthday multiple times during this year (I turned 20 so = 20 birthday parties) and I brought my candles with me, that’s what they’re here for LOL.
Digicam pictures will always be superior in my honest opinion, I often find myself disliking the high quality of my phone camera. It lacks that little touch of nostalgia that makes these pictures feel so beautiful, . Also, guess who found her old skateboard? Yup, me. Hell. Yeah. It wasn’t exactly planned, but I guess that 2026 is gonna be about rediscovering my old interests from 7th grade at this point. Not that I mind. Moving on… I’ve been finding myself having a lot more fun with drawing now that I get to do it more “freely” without having to worry about the outcomes. It’s been so long since I last drew something that made me go “wow, I actually made this”. I can’t wait to have more free time and make another post to show you guys ughhhh. Keeping up with life has been crazy. I don’t even know how I managed to juggle so much stuff all at once in these past two months, I’m sooo glad I can finally take a moment to breathe and sort everything out. T_T Moving on… Aoi is officially out of The Gazette. No one asked but if you follow THIS blog the reason why I’m saying it should be pretty clear.. and I don’t really know what to think about it. The band I used to know doesn’t really exist anymore at this point. It feels really, really weird.
I don’t really have much to say considering the fact that I’m still buried under thousand of things to do, studying etc etc etc… I would love to just infodump about my personal life but the lore is so crazy and complicated it’s hard to keep up even for me. I have NO idea what the hell my life is about lately and I’m just trying to do the best I can to focus. I’ve been feeling so overwhelmed I think I need to be put down for a while. For this exact reason I decided to pick up as many side quests as I can so feel free to hit me up for pretty much anything because I’ll probably say yes. And I got a few things to tick off my bucket list. Look at what I made last night though.
Sooooo yeah I don’t have anything else to say. I’ve got so much stuff to do it’s insane, I don’t even know what to do first. And I need to start getting some stuff out of the way before I pass out, which is also why I’m making this post. I refuse to let this blog die no matter how much it flops because I need a digital footprint to look back to when I’m old and boring. What about you guys? What have you been up to lately?
